Science of Spirit Alliance

Now that I am beginning to understand Spirit a little better… I have come to realize that my awareness to being sensitive to toxic chemicals, electromagnetic fields, and positive ionization at work… caused a crack in the program… allowing profound early experiences of lucid dreaming… a knowingness of things before they happened… awakened my mind and formed my unique consciousness.

With the crack in the program, at times I felt blessed... the illusions of society dissipated at times… allowed the light to shine in from spirit showing me that the program did not make sense... But that time pasted and I forgot so I had to continually focus on every day aspects of life looking for meaning and what I was suppose to get out of it.

Everyone else seemed to be fine totally engrossed in the illusions of life… fitting in with all of life's ups and downs. But to me nothing made sense… the people did not make sense… so early on I realized that it had to be me I was the problem… learning to try to make sense of it all.

I have learned that we pass on to our children predispositions to environment pollution depending on where we live and work and that there is a growing awareness in the world to this problem. It is only now after researching mental health, meditation/ healing and nutrition for chemical sensitivity for so many years and questioning everything I did… that I began to understand what spirit and consciousness was… and that I did not have… nor did anyone else…  a lot of it at times.

However, I became aware that when the program was off-line something else was guiding me and the body.  I slowly became aware of an Analogical mindset… when the toxic chemicals and food additives had blocked the receptor sites in by brain and limited my ability to think rationally… caused a vague awareness of observing my actions and doing things without thinking… things that would normally require rational thought.

I had done many repetitive things before, basic tile installations were installed with "no mind," just an Analogical knowingness of what had to be accomplished, doing things (installations) a little different each time. The answers to rational problems that require past memory and the ability to logically figure out the problem were not available when I my mind would cloud over from toxic chemicals. The general need for patience to finish the project and not get upset at… not being able think straight, "allows the answer to just be there" and you move into a "just doing" mode and a not thinking mode. There is no memory of a problem… if the program cannot think of the problem and questions only arise from people around you as to why you are installing it that way… when we always do it this way… but there was a problem with their way… at that time and I sidestepped the problem without ever realizing it… until some else wanted to fight for their imitations (problems) and be right.

Not getting lost in drugs or alcohol… and the poor me attitude… for not fitting it   allowed an Analogical Awareness to awaken… and a silent witness deep inside me to observe and ponder life around me. I realized… Spirit stopped the "the poor me attitudes" of the "emotional body program"… and they did not kick-in when they were suppose to… allowing me to turn to sex… drugs and rock and roll for my salvation and my enjoyment in the Money Game. The key here is that I had many Now moments of pure awareness in my life… "to just be".

To become aware of people, places, things, times and events in my environment that I never paid attention to before. I would go from a person doing stuff you are supposed to do… to having the analytical part of the brain being stalled or shut down and another part of the brain open up… "to get us fresh air", food, and or water and away from the toxic chemicals. It is only in these moments of fresh air when spirit was awake… that I had an “awareness of being aware” of a different situation where I did not behave normally… guided by spirit. I spent 15 years of my early life going to bars looking for someone or something to connect to… to fit-in with and make my journey enjoyable… meaningful… then looking for someone to settle down with and have a family. The problem was I was consciously looking for meaning in a meaningless situations that most people around me were in… and I did not realize that I was suppose to get stupid drunk and intoxicated to enjoy meaningless situations with other unhappy ignorant people.

I learned so many new things from a more diverse perspective than most of the people I knew because I would question the process of how things are done… when my mind should have been just … doing what it was taught. Fortunately, I was self-employed and could not fire myself for being exposed to toxic chemicals and not working. However, the awareness of many of these experiences and the ingenious solutions would lay dormant for many years waiting to gain pearls wisdom. I was unaware of the significance of what was happening, gaining wisdom, and trusting in myself to develop new experiences unimpeded by the personality.

All I ever wanted was to be normal like everyone else… raise a family and be happy… getting old like everyone else I saw. However, the more I focused my awareness on what I thought it was to be normal… "the more unique" the Analogical experiences became. I realized that being normal was getting into the grove set up for me in, "in society" living a "happy program" and being satisfied with it. Every time I asked a question about my life, in society, spirit would give me, new answers and experiences to contemplate… never allowing me to fit-in [a round pig in a square hole]. 

  People would always say to me… you can’t do that, (society does it this way) “what the hell is the matter with you, are you crazy”… “Oh, that is stupid, what are you a moron or something”… why don’t you go with the flow… don’t rock the boat… everything with work out… society knows better… who are you anyway to question the way things are… God, get real… I did, broke the program, and yes, Spirit is in Me…

Nevertheless, in each case, I did have the right answer from the most improbable sources and it worked even thought it seemed dumb… from the people who we experts in dumb… the success was negated… society did not Approve. People never new where I was coming from or ever gave any credibility to what I would do until months or years later… they would see the same idea proclaimed by someone "In society" that was deemed very credible and would come and tell me about it and how wonderful it is and how did I know that. I would get most of my feedback from disgruntled friends wanting to know where I got that idea to do that.

 Nevertheless, Evolution is all about “Miss-Takes” in life, that is the way we learn on the evolutionary scale… with limitless potentials in every now moment. Life is not pre-destined in any direction and we were never fated to do anything but make known the unknown in our lives gaining wisdom from our experiences… passing that wisdom on to our children… gaining wisdom from them… as they teach us new things about life. It is up to us to find a path with heart and create our reality as Spiritual Beings… then sharing that with our children.

This is the purpose of life to make known the unknown with miss-takes… shooting the scene over and over in a new un-experienced ways for greater awareness on the situation at hand until it felt right. Consciousness is periods of “Now” moments of awareness of the connectedness of all life… and the uniqueness of each experience strung one after another. These “Now” moments may start off slow, but pick up speed and accelerate as they are focused on, “creating an evolution of consciousness”, at least that is what I have learned from my experiences and how it has been for me the last 30 years.

 I may just be part of an evolutionary experiment on the adaptive ability of the human species to different environmental conditions that causes nature to open an unused part of my mind and modify my responses to sensitivity to diverse chemicals. Today there are studies that show the relationship between ADD and ADHD and the level of toxic chemicals in the immediate environment of children. The National Research Council of America in 1990 filed a report on the 25 neurotoxic chemicals in the average home across America, so my experiences may not be very abnormal. I now realize it was my response to neurotoxic chemicals that allowed a different awareness to emerge.

 This is my story on how I gained an understanding of the relationship between "chemical sensitivity, analogical awareness, and creative genius" where the result is the evolutionary emergence of the observer in life and the experience of enlightenment when we become consciously aware of the experience. The awareness started with an article that I read called “A Theory About Genius”, how geniuses were able to think different thoughts because they could tolerate ambivalence between opposites or two incompatible subjects...

This made me contemplate a series of experiences in my life, which stemmed from the exposure to the toxic chemicals while working in the construction industry… how I dealt with it and was able to keep working. Dr. Albert Rothenberg, a noted researcher on the creative process, identified this ability in a wide variety of geniuses including Einstein, Mozart, Edison, Pasteur, Joseph Conrad, and Picasso.  

In many instances while I was working as a self employed Tile Contractor I had to force relationships between dissimilar problems in my work environment because of the accumulative effect of the toxic chemicals that impeded my ability to think of (remember) what I was supposed to do based on past experiences. Most people would not even address the technical problem on the job site because it was not in their job description and they would let someone else deal with it. I would contemplate and become aware of a solution I could not see… but after a few moments of “just being with it”…

I became aware of a solution that was not common. In many instances I solved problems that did not have a solution based on a past experiences and would say to myself… why didn't I think of that before… it is so simple. They were not easy to solve because they required a completely new way of looking at the problem. I did not realize that other companies would get paid 3 or 4 times as much to come up with comparable solutions… however, I didn’t care because I could not remember how I was suppose to do it and I needed to get paid for that job so I could rest, decontaminate and clear my mind.

I realized that creativity and genius may be more common in industry than anyone ever realized and that common people exposed to toxic chemicals may exhibit these qualities and never be acknowledged for it. Exposure to toxic chemicals in any industry tends to block many of the receptor sites in the brain that are needed for normal analytical brain function. They slow down the reaction time and short-term memory recall making people appear slower than normal over time… but this also makes them come up with a new solution no one else has thought about. It takes 5 to 10 years to see the symptoms of toxic sensitivity in a moderately toxic environment and only 20 years to die of one of a dozen known cancers all brought on by environmental pollution and heavy metal poisoning. Now, how can average people experience creativity, genius and appear slower than normal.  

 I have observed that it must take another part of the brain to access this information over time. I understand this to be part of an evolutionary function of the mind in having to deal with more and more complex systems in technologically toxic environments, which gives rise to an Analogical mindset. I have observed that when I am in a toxic environment my ability to function normally begins to diminish where I showed symptoms of dyslexia, ADD (attention deficit disorder) or I would “space out” (there were no thoughts… no mind). I also noticed that when I was pressed for time and needed to get work done I "entered the zone" and had the ability to just “know” what to do, to be creative, to do new things, to make different choices with out thinking in the normal way with the left-brain analytical mind. Now to clarify… A habit is a program that runs in the analytical brain that allows the person to just run the program and complete the job… many people are very fast at what they do at work or play that is just a good program. In many cases, I did not have access to my program [the altered ego…personality] but still got the job done efficiently. The question would always come from the program… when it came back online is… who did that… I am gone for a moment, someone hacked into my program, and changed how we do things… we have no history on this way to do things… what am I suppose to do now.

One of the sentences that struck me while reading the article on Genius was “Creative geniuses are geniuses because they know ‘how’ to think, instead of ‘what’ to think”. Typically, we think with a normal analytical faculty, (the left-brain), "the Personality or the Altered Ego"… we think “reproductively” based on similar problems encountered in the past. When confronted with problems, we fixate on something in our past that has worked before. We ask, “What have I been taught in life… education or work… on how to solve the problem?” Then we analytically select the most promising approach based on past experiences, excluding all other approaches, and work within a clearly defined direction towards the solution of the problem. Because of the soundness of the steps based on past experiences, we become arrogantly certain of the correctness of our conclusion. We become habituated to passively organize similar items together in our minds. Geniuses, on the other hand, according to Michalko, subvert habituation by actively looking for alternative ways to look at things and alternative ways to think about them.

On my journey through life, I was able to naturally develop the talent to subvert habituation by actively looking for alternative ways to look at things and alternative ways to think about them. I didn’t do this because I thought I was a genius, just the opposite. I had been accused of being a fool… not that the alternatives do not work, it was just the opposite because other people thought that it was not the way it was supposed to be done. I realized that in toxic environments in the cities where people like me had to work, we had to learn how to think on our feet because… at any moment, my mind could go blank and my personality could not remember what to do based on past experiences or “reproductive thinking” and the job depended on it. In doing creative designs in stone and tile in a toxic environments I had to become Analogical in my thinking to complete certain tasks [accessing and using a different hard drive in the right brain] because the chemicals blocked my body’s ability to analytically think clearly and remember… how things were done in the past. Creativity excelled at certain times and left “reproductive thinking” in the dust when it was most needed to be paid for the job… necessity truly is the mother of invention.  

 I have learned to “feel” my way around like a blind man". I could see - but not articulate, analyze or understand the situation like the average human, instead, I could intuitively “feel” the problem and become the solution. [I would know without reasons why] I saw with new eyes, another way… a better solution by “feeling” my way through and coming from the heart. This always took time, minutes, hours, even days. For other people “thinking reproductively” took mere seconds and their answer always satisfied their altered egos and their pocket books. Through my path, I saw many possibilities in the problem from an idealists' perspective.

We are going to take Michael’s theory about genius a step further here and say that creative genius is the first step to an "Analogical State of Awareness", which I believe, is the next evolutionary step in consciousness. An Analogical mindset uses the whole brain and allows the creative genius of the right brain to open up and become whole brain dominant and live in the now moment. This means that it overrides the "left-brain personality" to create “one mind” with the ability to look at all possibilities from an Analogical perspective of nature. All the geniuses of history have had to rise about the mundane of society to reach this place in consciousness. It is a natural state of “being”, everything in society is nothing more than recycled ignorance until the genius rises above this cloud of ignorance in society  and brings back a new thought. The rest of us in society twist and turn these new thoughts into recycled ignorance. Real evolutionary “human beings” in society are the creative geniuses because they have the ability to suspend their judgmental personality by just “being in a focused state of mind” at this point… Analogical Awareness flows in aligning the Observer and the personality to bring back… to the world a greater truth.

This is the state of mind that has been written about by Sages, Poets, Emperors, and Slaves, about something that is beyond words. Analogical Awareness is a mind without words, judgments or further analysis… the mind of the “Power of Now”, this timeless moment that is the only… moment that ever really exists. The past and the future are constructs of the analytical mind of the "Old Brain" that thinks incessantly to keep you busy always fighting for its limitations and justifying it rationalization. Analogical Awareness is the "Power of Now", what every spiritual seeker is looking for… every mystical experience is talking about… and every Buddhist is trying to achieve… a state of no-mind where there is no thinking… and where the analytical mind is asleep. This is the very essence of all meditations where the Analogical Awareness is awake and the body [personality] is asleep.  

 In the work I was doing, I was being forced down this path of the analogically creative thinker like an alternative to societies dream back to Gaia's dream of Nature and all life in it..

 Nature creates many possibilities through blind “trial and error” and then lets the process of natural selection decide which species survive. In nature, 95% of new species fail and die within a short period of time. In 1880, the great American philosopher, William James, wrote his essay “Great Men, Great Thoughts, and the Environment”, where he made the connection between Darwinian ideas and genius. This theory of blind variation implies a departure from reproductive thinking, is being verified by many scholars, and suggests that creative genius operates according to Darwin’s theory of biological evolution. Nature is extraordinarily productive. I consider myself fortunate to be part of the 5% of the new species of human beings that evolved through chemical contamination and survived to naturally use a new evolutionary Analogical frame of mind as an alternative to the primitive Neanderthal persona with its 24 frames per second processing power.

During the days and weeks of heavy toxic contamination, I would wander around my hometown with my personality blind… unable to think straight... with “no-thing” in mind in a holding pattern until it was rebooted. My personality would wake up or comeback online in the strangest places, and I would meet the oddest people and talk about the weirdest of subjects that made complete sense in that moment under the present conditions. I would invariably be led to a place that had books… where I would walk a  round until I picked up a book, opened it... and it would have an answer to a problem I faced in that moment. My personality was always fascinated by how I got there and how this book had the answer to my problems. The answer could be as short as a one paragraph or as long as the whole book... Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance. My personality new nothing about Zen… or motorcycle maintenance but the answers to my questions and thoughts were as clear as day. I did not realize that the “altered ego” of the personality did not always understand... "in that moment the depth of what it reading" or its implications… but I had a sense of a greater knowingness of who I was beyond the mini-me personality... because the program was malfunctioning and could not edit anything out… it just asked more questions looking for the flaw  in the program… so it could correct it... but it was not the programmer... so everything went into the brain, the subconscious mind and greater knowingness. 

So what is the relationship here... Genius is a function of the 'Gaia's biological evolution of Analogical Awareness ' that develops in the whole Brain… in that, it allows the unpredictable generation of a rich diversity of alternatives and conjectures. The species that takes Natures lead and follows an invisible guide generating an Analogical State of Awareness... survives to evolve even more. It is very slow in the beginning but evolves exponentially ... faster and faster. Society's help  on the other hand is much faster in the beginning and provides a stable environment to heal and integrate back into society's fold with great drugs and a good Sheepherder to guide you...

Gaia is harsh in her upbringing of here evolutionary children... they must be able to stand on there own two feet and move to the next level of consciousness.This allows for a rich variety of alternatives in an unpredictable way... the intellect retains the best ideas for further development and communication.  An important aspect of this theory is that you need some means of producing variation in your ideas and for  it to be truly effective it must be “blind”... for Gaia this is no problem. Blind variation implies a departure from reproductive (retained) knowledge of the program. A growing number of scholars wonder how creative geniuses generate so many alternatives and conjectures. Why are so many of their ideas are so rich and varied? How do they produce the “blind” variations that lead to the original and novel? What these growing number of scholars lack is the understanding of an Analogical State of Awareness of Gaia… with her ability to create in “no time”… the Now moment… she has no past to rely on… while an infinite number of possibilities are generated. Nor do they understand how to suspend the program (the personality).

In my case, toxicity and a creative artistic [Analogical] endeavor… in the construction field produced the variations in ideas and creativity to foster creative genius similar to biological evolution by retarding the program through chemical contamination. Renovating existing construction projects generally required the generation of a rich diversity of alternatives because of the poor quality of existing work... cutting corners in construction for more profit. I learned construction techniques as a teenager in the family business in the easily 1970's.

What I have I learned from this experience... is when I look back in time to the early years, it seemed like I was guided by spirit on my journey, beyond the damaged altered ego. Spirit was able to flow freely and direct my body from an Analogical state of Awareness on an evolutionary path. With the chemical contamination of my brain blocking the program… nature’s biological evolution kicked in, guiding me…   teaching and aligning my body and mind to an Analogical state of nature which was slow and arduous in the beginning but accelerates over time providing a genius like capacity for awareness as long as you do not get sidetracked by society and go mad because of its influence.

I would move from a contaminated state to one of an Analogical Awareness and creativity to a healing state of mind and then back to a normal consciousness. Looking back... I can now see a pattern of working with highly toxic products, the brain unable to function normally... this allowed a knowingness to kick in... an Analogical Awareness… and creative expression got the job done… Analogical mind sent me in the direction of healing my body and mind... cleansing of my body with mineral salts…  clustered water… Amino acids and whey peptides in a protein shake to repair and feed my body producing greater change... and greater awareness in the moment.

Getting help from society and medical treatment was never an option... in my research in Multiple Chemical Sensitivity Syndrome and  chemical contamination...  did not exist in the Medical community and the problem was a psychiatric one solved with lots of toxic drugs in a dehydrated body... In no way could 100's of toxic chemicals combine in the human body to create multiple problems and create any liability to the trillion dollar Oil and chemical industry since the 1950's because there was no proof... the were no toxicology reports on chemicals combining in the body of brain. These reports would take years and cost millions of dollars just to start the ball rolling and industry was not going to allow that... not with there money. If lawyers only knew, that this will be the greatest pay day they ever got dwarfing the multi-million dollar paydays for the tobacco industry... 20 years later the research is in.

 The next step in my body's cleansing program was Monoatomic elements... in 1997 when my partner John Brown and the genius of Larry Blackman, developed the Sea 8 Mineral products…  Monoatomic elements M-3… and M-3 GOLD supplements. These supplements utilized magnetic black sand, Dead Sea water, and salt. The process put 3 rare earth minerals… Rhodium… Iridium and Gold in a high spin State helping to detoxify the body… at an accelerated rate and cleansing years of toxicity in fraction of time.  Gold… Facilitates and enhances communication centrally and peripherally among nerve cells and to target organs.  Iridium… “corrects” the DNA strand conformation via removal of detrimental ligands which in effect repairs the DNA allowing for restoration of the embryonic genetic characteristics. Rhodium… referred to as the “undertaker of the cell”. It attaches to the DNA of the damaged cell which has a cyto-toxic effect on the immediate host cell only. The body is then free to produce a new cell, which possesses restored DNA of embryonic function capacities. It is important to note that there are four amino acids in the configuration of DNA… the combinations of those four comprise the genetic code and this code then becomes rearranged as RNA, which processes other proteins using other amino acids…  what is changed in the new cell is the damaged amino acid… as "proteins are chains of amino acids linked together by what are called peptide bonds,"… "Each individual type of proteins is composed of a specific group of amino acids in a specific chemical arrangement. It is the particular amino acids present and the way in which they are linked together in sequence that gives the proteins... that make up the various tissues their unique functions and characters. Each protein in the body is tailored for a specific need… proteins are not interchangeable." It is important to have an abundance of Amino Acids on hand in the body at all times to help heal the body.

To detoxify my body, I personally used ionic trace minerals for my bones and muscles, "low surface tension" alkaline clustered water for my cells, magnesium hydroxide for my heart and a great "whey peptide protein supplement" that passed easily through my poor digestive system. I drank up to a gallon of water a day with the Monoatomic salts to remove the toxins and get back to a higher functioning… well-hydrated state of being. 

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